im supposed to hate msn like really a lot now.
because it stops me from studying,
and it makes me feel sad most of the time. -.-
lol. what a vun-der-fool communication.
:\ okay. so i believe for the next few days i shant go online for msn chats.
and i'll communicate with just blogging and you.. and me.

anyway.
i dont like school, and neither do i like being at home in the night, 'cos i'll most probably use the com. :so what other place does that leaves me?
:( i really need to talk to someone badly. like really badly.
i would probably cry out loud or smth. cheryl. how can you land yourself to this pathetic state.

i wanna be transparent for a day.
pls pls please. :\ oh well. people will think im some sort of.. !$*!%&#@!%&*?

anyway.
my brother has an ulcer in his eye! :(
owww. :and he has a bandage on his right eye.
lol. he's not going to school tomorrow!

so sports class or not? :
my lit poem:

Oh Santa Claus,
I wish,
I wish,
I wish,
I wish for a gift,
Be it a hummingbird,
Be it a wooden flute,
Be it a motor car.

I just wish,
I just wish to be transparent,
Be it only in a day,
Be it only for a few hours,
I just want to be transparent.

To be able to step on water,
To be able to eat nosily,
To be able to pluck flowers that sticks out beautifully,
To be able to play in the rain.

Just like walking on a rainbow,
Just like gliding in a glistening pool,
Just like flying downhill on a long stretch of road,
Just like facing a mirror full of smiles.

Where is that mask,
Where is that mask, which is to cover,
Which is to protect,
The delicate life behind it.

see ya.